9/30/11

negative

Ongoing sleep issues, possibly related to my new seizure pill seem to be causing increasing slowness and negativity. I am having yet another overly tired, not getting anywhere near enough done day, plus having trouble with easy little words (still - forever?) and getting increasingly frustrated by that. I'm not reading and writing nearly enough. I'm not doing ANYTHING enough. I feel like I could just sleep & sleep & sleep forever. I have never had that experience before in my life. I have to force myself awake every morning. I'm slow and tired almost all day long. I sometimes feel as if I barely exist anymore.