so-called validity
everyone’s
focus is different; you choose
to
focus on being broken
(to
use that as your excuse
when
something doesn’t work for you
or
when you don’t work for someone else)
so
broken so broken so broken so
you
won’t keep trying; you’ll back off;
you’ll temporarily hide yourself
(you’ll
validate that as trying to heal yourself),
then
you’ll suddenly launch yourself into
someone
else to temp focus upon; broken god temp rises
everyone
chooses how to refine/define
themselves
and others. i don’t think you’re broken.
i
think you have a twisted wing span.
nobody
else can hold you long enough
to
glue you back together, because you don’t want them too.
you
don’t want to be glued to anyone place.
you
want to twitch, crack away,
not let anyone else stick to the way
you
tension thread your own skin
then
call its damage broken
as
though something else dive-bombed you with needles
wondering if I should replace "dive-bombed' with 'doom-bombed'...
ReplyDeletemaybe I should re-title this poem, 'temporary dumpster diver' (in any case, i'll prob. take it down from here soon - and/or replace it with something else...)...
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