NEW in South Broadway Ghost Society - mental regurgitation!

My "mental regurgitation" appears at South Broadway Ghost Society today.

(Usually I write poetry, but this piece is more like a flash fiction/exaggerated fictional essay about hideous leeches.)

HERE - 

https://soboghoso.org/2019/06/14/mental-regurgitation-juliet-cook/

Locker Room Banter #2

Trump being a presidential candidate really bothers me.

I was really bothered by Trump's pussy grabbing comments that were recently released and whether or not that was eleven years ago, he literally made those comments and acted like it was no big deal and just "locker room banter" and so I linked to a few of the news articles about it and made a few bothered comments on my own facebook page.

I few female friends commented on one of my posts about that, one of them said that "CNN pundits are finally calling it assault", then a male friend commented underneath that, "CNN is a Democratic news site". I read his comment and wasn't sure what that had to do with the matter, because why would any news site approve of those pussy grabbing comments. I was about to make a comment, but then I got a phone call and was on the phone for...I don't know, 45 minutes? Close to an hour?

Within an hour or less, a couple women commented on that guy's comment and within an hour or less, the guy casually joked around about Trump's comments and said there was no sexual assault involved, because unless a woman legally claims assault, then it's "just consenting adults". Then he claimed that Trump wasn't wrong, because celebrity men get away with bashing women's heads and rape and murder and so what did Trump do wrong.

Within an hour or less, he referred to these two women who disagreed with him as "stupid", and "retarded". He told them to shut the fuck up and to "go walk into traffic".

Mind you, I wasn't even involved in this conversation. I was away from my computer talking on the phone. When I got back online, less than an hour later, I saw a comment from one of the women saying that the guy's comments were gone, they must have been deleted. I hadn't deleted his comments though; I hadn't even read his comments or commented on his comments, because I hadn't been online. I could still see his comments, but I could no longer see his page. Within less than an hour, this guy had chosen to block two women who didn't agree with him and block me who hadn't even read or commented on his comments on my page.

Frankly, it kind of reminds me of Trump. He can casually bash other people, but gosh forbid anyone expresses a different opinion to him or objects to his opinion. Clearly anyone who objects to him is just a stupid retard.

I also find it odd that there are a few male "friends" of mine on facebook, that never comment on anything I post, except if they disagree with one of my rather infrequent political posts.

I also find it odd that the aforementioned thread involved several comments against Hillary supporters and liberals, because where is that automatic assumption even coming from with me and my comments?

I consider myself an Independent who definitely leans towards the Democratic party, but it depends on the candidate for me. I don't just blindly vote based on whether a candidate is Democrat or Republican. I will admit I am extremely anti-Trump, because he is very disturbing to me. But overall, I'm not extremely any one direction and I'm also not extremely liberal (although I am very against people combining politics with religion or people thinking politics should be in charge of female's decisions about their own bodies). I find it ridiculously WTF when people just seem to assume that anti-Trump people are extremely liberal OR that anyone who is bothered by men casually bantering about how they can grab a woman's pussy is a matter of being politically correct.

I'm not politically correct, but I sure as hell don't want some racist, sexist, narcissistic, pussy grabbing man who thinks the most valuable assets of a woman are her looks and her pussy to be the leader of our country.

Locker Room Banter #1

Trump casually refers to this sort of talk as "locker room banter" and acts like it's no big deal.

In my opinion, locker room banter if you're a teenage boy blabbing about female bodies is one thing. I'm not saying I enjoy that sort of banter (I certainly don't, because I wonder what sort of old-fashioned sexist rhetoric inspired it), but it's far different than middle aged men still bantering about female body parts and pussies as though those are the most appealing things a woman has to offer.

Plus the fact that when this got recorded, Trump was a newly married man, but still bantering away about fucking a different married woman and grabbing a woman's pussy.

Who the heck wants this kind of man for president?

Any of you men who think he's just being honest and this is the way all guys think and feel and talk, that makes me wonder why any woman even bothers getting married to any man, if that's true. It also makes me wonder why any woman should think she's anything very special to any man if men think it's perfectly fine to casually banter about fucking any attractive pussy they can get.

It creeps me out when men act differently with other men than the way they act with women.

The Tao of Badass is a Big Gross Money Making Trail of Shit

Why in the hell is this online site related to a book called 'The Tao of Badass' appearing as the main source that's viewing my blog lately? Out of curiosity, I clicked the link and listened to part of the video about the book and the guy is going on & on about how to get lots of HOT YOUNG women to sleep with you every month, even if you're short, fat, bald, don't have any muscle, don't have any money etc...

According to him, women don't really care about any of those things (it's just the media trying to convince men that they do) - and men mostly just want HOT YOUNG WOMEN sex partners.

And women can quickly be triggered to be extremely attracted to ANY man if he does things like look at her lips while speaking to her and give her the impression that lots of other women want him.

According to this video, every woman is basically the same (except that some are hotter than others - and those are the ones that ALL MEN WANT AND DESERVE) - and every man primarily just wants to get tons of HOT YOUNG WOMEN to desire his cock - and to get that, men can trigger all the women they want by learning and following these easy steps (that they need to pay money to receive).

According to this video, 97% of women like men with no hair.  So apparently any bald men staring at my lips is well on his way towards leading me into his bedroom, even if all he really cares about is hot pussy and will pull whatever maneuvers he can to get it.

ALL MEN want tons of HOT YOUNG WOMEN for sexual purposes.

ALL WOMEN can easily be triggered by ANY MAN who follows these easy steps.

Who cares about a man's or woman's true personality or interests or passion or genuineness, as long as they can trigger and be triggered?

I was working on a poem. Why did I take a break and listen to that shit heel crap?  Now I feel like a time wasting barf bag.

Don't bother looking up 'The Tao of Badass' (even if you are an insecure man who wants lots of women and can't figure out how to attract them) - because there's not any one easy set answer that works for all men and women in the world.

This book seems to me like a scam-oriented, money-making piece of shit, suggesting that all women and all men are basically the same and human beings have nothing to do with truth, genuineness, honesty, or unique individuality.

Gross.

Another Motherfucking Gross Awful Bad Dream

I had an awful bad dream last night, worst dream I’ve had in a long time. Women were treated like they weren’t worthy of respect or even life.

It’s been suggested to me that I watch too many horror movies and maybe that’s bad on my brain. I disagree.  Horror movie blood and guts and broken bones and other torn off oozing misfit smithereens is like quirky violent art blood bath amalgamations for me.  Sure some content creeps me out, but I don’t mind being creeped out and scared in a violent red violet art fling. It’s real life violence that I find far more disturbing. 

A movie that had a scene that has disturbingly popped out of my head for years is American History X.  I don’t remember all the details of the movie. I remember thinking it was a good film and that Edward Norton’s acting was extremely powerful and lots of other really good acting too. I saw it years ago and don’t remember the details. I think it was brimming with real life based racist violence, but the one violent scene that repeatedly pops out my head, I don’t desire to describe it in detail, but for those who have seen the film, probably all I have to say is that it’s a head and a foot crushing down. 

After last night’s bad dream, my mind popped that seen out again – AND then seemed to suddenly replay another seen from that movie (or from another movie or from my own brain I am not even sure), that I’ve never remembered before. A store (grocery or convenience) being broken into by a group of men and the women workers being held down and tied up and having more and more food and liquid just poured all over their bodies and faces and into their mouths.  The reason that seen suddenly entered my head after my dream was based on my dream involving females being treated with no respect, like they were just bodies with mouth heads that needed to be shut. 

Body parts and mouths to be filled and then stepped on stomped on pried open pored into choked gagged dragged stabbed shot left for dead who cares they’re just objects with holes.

The dream was awful because it involved a man from my past who I don’t think about all that much anymore and my mom who never liked him.  I don’t have the time to try to specify where the dream came from or what the dream meant (anyway I already sort of did based on those movie memories and how real life violence disturbs me a lot more than horror movies), but below is more of my description of the bad dream.

Dirty yogurt licked up and spit into my mouth and all over the outside of the kitchen cabinets I had just taken the time to clean.  Dirty yogurt spit all over the newly cleaned room while I stood there and couldn’t do anything to stop his gross spit-taking attack. Then as soon as my mom made fun of his behavior, he left the room.

Then he re-entered with a gun directed at my mom.  I started crying and screaming please no, thinking he was going to shoot her.  He let me take the gun, but he directed her outside and she went.  I knew what was going to happen and it was too late for me to do anything about it. Even though I had the gun I didn’t know how to use it. It was too late.

She was going to have her face stomped on and be gone.

She was going to be crushed by the man I had chosen.

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In other news, unrelated to bad dreams, see my post below about adding a poem line to win a prize.  I don't have anywhere near enough poem lines yet.