Another one of the Juliet Cook Pandemic Portraits by Collin J Rae (August 2020) - with another pandemic rant

One of the Juliet Cook Pandemic Portraits by Collin J Rae (August 2020)

This photo art portrait caused me to think of the dream I had where I looked in the mirror and had no eyes, but could still see myself. No eyes, just empty holes.

Woke up a few hours after I went to bed last night, more hot flashes, laid there for about an hour, thoughts ranting around in my head. 

Felt upset and angry about some people seeming to make quick and careless and rash decisions/assumptions that they can suddenly bring a new person into a home they share with others, not seeming to consider or care that their choice poses a risk for not just themselves, but the other people too.

Thought about careless invasiveness and felt nauseated.

Thought about people wearing masks wrong. Thought about people not wearing masks at all. Thought about kids/teens/young adults back to school and playing sports and inviting friends over to their homes. Thought about people meeting during this pandemic time and love in the time of Covid. 

My boyfriend and I have been involved with each other for over 6 years, but he hasn't spent the night at my house for close to 6 months now.

People who are behaving as if life is back to normal are pissing me off. 

Sometimes stab mounds might come out of my seemingly empty eye sockets.