I was thinking about a lot of different things, but this
small note is just a few small parts of my thoughts about usually sleeping by
myself these days.
As in many realms, I feel in between. I’m not looking to dive into a deeply
committed romantic partnership, yet I crave romance and affection. I’m not
looking to dive into casual sex, yet I crave bodily contact.
But you know how with physical contact, for some people it’s
a mind and body connection and for other people it’s mostly just body based?
Well once again, I am in between. Kind
of. I think. I have no desire to get
physical with someone I have no significant connection with other than there
body. But that doesn’t mean I have to love somebody or be there one & only
significant other twenty four seven.
But if it’s just a casual body-based thing, then I feel like
it doesn’t have much to do with me personally, or at least not my brain. It mostly just has to do with me having a female
body form, in which case it wouldn’t be long before he could just find and
quickly dive into another female body form.
I would still be feeling like we were getting to know each other
and he would already be done with me and moving on to the next open body.
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